A lot! I haven't done it for real, yet, but it's on my mind more than ever.
Sometimes, when I think about getting spanked I get so hot that my fingers just can't help slipping into my panties. (Even at work sometimes but shhh! don't tell the boss!)
These are the kinds of things I think about when I do:
I'm getting the belt, just as soon as He gets home from work.
I'm still in my senior year in high school, 18 but with several months to go before we finish the school year, so I can still get spanked for getting in trouble at school, and I really got in trouble.
Yesterday afternoon (Thursday) I had to bring a letter home from school saying I had an unexcused absence on Monday.
Usually He'll spank me right away for something like that, but not this time. Tomorrow I have to spend all day in Saturday detention. He says He wants to make sure I have something to think about while I sit in my chair, so He decided to wait and spank me tonight instead.
All day long it's been all I've been able to think about. My bottom keeps tingling. The day went by so fast, but now this last half hour has been way too slow.
I get home from school around 4. He comes home about 6. Usually He will give me things to do while I wait for Him, but today He didn't. I know there are things I could do, but I can't concentrate on anything long enough to get it done. So there's nothing to keep my mind off what's coming. I just keep thinking about it....
It gets to be six o'clock, then past it. He's late. I keep biting my lips and pacing around the living room. If I have to wait one more minute I'll lose it!!!
Finally I hear His car in the driveway and I'm actually relieved. Then I see His face and I realize all over again what I've been waiting for. I want to cry, and say I'm sorry, and try to talk him out of it, but I don't. I know better.
"Go to your room," He tells me. "I'll be there shortly."
My legs shake as I go up the stairs.
It's not fair! I think as I sit on the edge of my bed. I can't believe He's making me wait again!
But not for long... I hear His footsteps on the stairs. My bedroom door opens. I stand up when He comes in.
He takes his belt off. I watch, scared and excited as it slips from around His waist and he doubles it over.
"Lift your skirt and pull down your panties," He tells me. My hands are shaking, but I obey.
"Now," He says. "lie on the bed."
And that's where it stops. Usually that's when I cum, hard enough to leave me me dizzy. But I want to get past that. I want to know what happens next. Cause really, I have no idea. Would He be harsh and brutal with me, or firm but gentle about it? How long, how hard is He going to use that belt? Will He stop when I cry or just keep going. Will He hug me after or just put me in the corner?
What do you think?
Missy-- The ever curious angel
PS... Thanks to wikicommons for the use of some of their images...