Sigh....
Life in the big city isn't exactly working out the way I planned.
Living with Chrissy is great, we have a lot of fun! And I have so many great new friends and school and I'm getting to see so much more of the world.
 |
| My Roomate Chrissy |
But it turns out I'm a lot busier than I thought I'd be, school, friends, work, and of course all the fun I have on Niteflirt!
And that's not leaving me any time to do what I've really wanted to do... find the Dom of my dreams.
Or that's what I thought I wanted, anyway. Sometimes now I'm not so sure.
I never have made it to one of the big parties up here. I've met a couple guys but, I don't know, they just didn't click, so we didn't do anything.
And OMG some of the email I got when I tried a BDSM personals site... Let's just not go there. Ew.
I did meet one guy who was kinda nice, but he wanted me to spank him.
WTH? (I can't swear. lol. Chrissy will wash my mouth out, even if it's typed.)
But he kept asking and asking and finally I tried it. It was just a few swats over his jeans, but it was kinda fun. He sure seemed to like it. ;)
And yeah, it kinda turned me on. *blush*
Then there's niteflirt. Despite what my listings say a lot of guys still call and want me to Dom them. At first I said no, or I'd put Chrissy on the phone if she was home, but now that she's coached me a bit I take those calls myself. And I like them. They're fun.
But now I'm like totally lost. Thinking about being submissive still turns me on, but this stuff turns me on too. And I'm good at it. In fact Chrissy thinks I ought to put up a Femdomme listing for my Niteflirt account.
So I guess maybe I'll see if I can have the best of both worlds....
