Getting Into Trouble

OMG!!!

School is sooo much work lately! I thought last year was  hard, but now I'm busier than ever!

But I'm still achin' for spankin'!

And planning lots of fun new things, too.

Missy-- The ever curious angel

Sissy Training

Ok, so I gotta admit, I had my doubts about the whole sissy thing at first.

I just didn't get it. I mean, why? It just didn't make sense.

Then Chrissy explained it all in that brilliant way of hers and suddenly I understood.

It's just cause it's fun.

We like making them suffer, and they crave to suffer for us.

And now I have to admit I'm really starting to like it.

maybe a little too much...

Here sissy, sissy, sissy...

Missy-- The ever curious angel

Still as Curious as Ever

So I've learned a lot on Niteflirt. There are so many naughty, sexy things out there to do and talk about.

Every day I find a fun new game to play. Sometimes I'd rather talk on the phone than go to class. ;)

(I go, though. Somebody told me I'll be big trouble if I don't!)

But there's still so much out there to try and so many amazingly sexy fantasies to hear.

And I want to hear them all!!!!!

So what's yours?

You can share with me. I promise not to tell.

Missy-- The ever curious angel

Good girls DO!

Yes, we do!

What do we do?


We do everything!


Because a good girl aims to please.


And I'm a very good girl


(well most of the time, anyway....)


Being a good girl isn't about what you do;
  it's about how you do it.


And I do it very, very well.

Missy-- The ever curious angel

Flipping the Switch

Sigh....

Life in the big city isn't exactly working out the way I planned.

Living with Chrissy is great, we have a lot of fun! And I have so many great new friends and school and I'm getting to see so much more of the world.

My Roomate Chrissy

But it turns out I'm a lot busier than I thought I'd be, school, friends, work, and of course all the fun I have on Niteflirt!

And that's not leaving me any time to do what I've really wanted to do... find the Dom of my dreams.

Or that's what I thought I wanted, anyway. Sometimes now I'm not so sure.

I never have made it to one of the big parties up here. I've met a couple guys but, I don't know, they just didn't click, so we didn't do anything.

And OMG some of the email I got when I tried a BDSM personals site... Let's just not go there. Ew.

I did meet one guy who was kinda nice, but he wanted me to spank him. 

WTH? (I can't swear. lol. Chrissy will wash my mouth out, even if it's typed.)

But he kept asking and asking and finally I tried it. It was just a few swats over his jeans, but it was kinda fun. He sure seemed to like it. ;)

And yeah, it kinda turned me on. *blush*

Then there's niteflirt. Despite what my listings say a lot of guys still call and want me to Dom them. At first I said no, or I'd put Chrissy on the phone if she was home, but now that she's coached me a bit I take those calls myself. And I like them. They're fun.

But now I'm like totally lost. Thinking about being submissive still turns me on, but this stuff turns me on too. And I'm good at it. In fact Chrissy thinks I ought to put up a Femdomme listing for my Niteflirt account.

So I guess maybe I'll see if I can have the best of both worlds....

Missy-- The ever curious angel

My Spanking Fantasies-- Getting the Belt

So yeah, I still thinking about "getting it". 

A lot! I haven't done it for real, yet, but it's on my mind more than ever.


Sometimes, when I think about getting spanked I get so hot that my fingers just can't help slipping into my panties. (Even at work sometimes but shhh! don't tell the boss!) 


These are the kinds of things I think about when I do:

I'm getting the belt, just as soon as He gets home from work. 

 I'm still in my senior year in high school, 18 but with several months to go before we finish the school year, so I can still get spanked for getting in trouble at school, and I really got in trouble.

Yesterday afternoon (Thursday) I had to bring a letter home from school saying I had an unexcused absence on Monday.

Usually He'll spank me right away for something like that, but not this time. Tomorrow I have to spend all day in Saturday detention. He says He wants to make sure I have something to think about while I sit in my chair, so He decided to wait and spank me tonight instead.

 All day long it's been all I've been able to think about. My bottom keeps tingling. The day went by so fast, but now this last half hour has been way too slow.

I get home from school around 4. He comes home about 6. Usually He will give me things to do while I wait for Him, but today He didn't. I know there are things I could do, but I can't concentrate on anything long enough to get it done. So there's nothing to keep my mind off what's coming.  I just keep thinking about it....

It gets to be six o'clock, then past it. He's late. I keep biting my lips and pacing around the living room. If I have to wait one more minute I'll lose it!!!

Finally I hear His car in the driveway and I'm actually relieved. Then I see His face and I realize all over again what I've been waiting for.  I want to cry, and say I'm sorry, and try to talk him out of it, but I don't. I know better. 

"Go to your room," He tells me. "I'll be there shortly."

My legs shake as I go up the stairs.

It's not fair! I think as I sit on the edge of my bed. I can't believe He's making me wait again!

But not for long... I hear His footsteps on the stairs. My bedroom door opens. I stand up when He comes in. 

He takes his belt off. I watch, scared and excited as it slips from around His waist and he doubles it over. 

"Lift your skirt and pull down your panties," He tells me. My hands are shaking, but I obey.

"Now," He says. "lie on the bed."

 And that's where it stops. Usually that's when I cum, hard enough to leave me me dizzy. But I want to get past that. I want to know what happens next. Cause really, I have no idea. Would He be harsh and brutal with me, or firm but gentle about it? How long, how hard is He going to use that belt? Will He stop when I cry or just keep going. Will He hug me after or just put me in the corner?


What do you think?



Missy-- The ever curious angel


PS... Thanks to wikicommons for the use of some of their images...

Ok, ok, ok

So I start a blog and then disappear for 6 months!


I am soooo sorry about that, but you would just not believe how crazy senior year can get!


And now I start college in a few weeks. I'm taking summer classes to get used to the whole big city/university thing before the crunch in the fall.


OMG I am so excited! But kind of scared, too. I'll be living on my own for the first time ever!


I just can't wait! There is so much I have always wanted to do and now I will finally get the chance. The city I'll be in is supposed to have a pretty big spanking/BDSM scene. Hopefully I'll get the chance to live out some of my fantasies for *REAL*!


In the meantime, I'm still on niteflirt! You can always find me there


Missy-- The ever curious angel

Hello World

Um... hi!


I'm not really sure what to say. I'm really new to all of this.


Right now I just have a lot of stuff I'm curious about and I've started exploring some of it. 


This blog is kind of here to help me record what I discover and figure things out.


I guess that's it.


Stick around, it's going to be a wild ride!


Missy-- The ever curious angel